Saturday 7 August 2021

  

LOSING A HOME  (SHORT 2.)



1. 



 Watching wildfires all over the world 

 


sparked this. Columbia Street was 



a mixed area between the Shankill 



and the Falls road.  I built a kennel in 


the backyard for the new pup


A gang of boys from the holy cross, 


my school put me against the wall asked 


me to sing the sash, hatred was brewing. 

 Then a gang from the Shankill road 


dragged me out into the alley asked me

to say the hail Mary, beat me I

didn’t know what they were talking about. 

I was just a little confused English boy 

who didn’t know the Irish way.


 

August came and never went for years.

 

I sit here upon this fence of humanity 


I don’t want to remember 69’ but

 

This is all I've got, I cant 


choose a memory,


 

Short term snippets that cant cling on 


Is my no minds eye, these traumatic 


Episodes are seared into my mind. 


Why do I recall the bad times seems 


Theres nothing else in here to flow. 


Seems I’m stuck in a thirty-year war


Locked in with no way out, recalling 


These emotions are my only way in. 


 

To share with you these feelings, co- 


Motion was on the street in August 


69’, my brother and looked out of 


The bedroom window, they waved 


The flag of my birthplace but it  


Wasn’t a union jack sean anyone. 

 

It waved hatred, fenian bastards  


Out they yelled pointing to our 


Window. Dad shouted get away 


From the windows, we stood in 


Motionless silence then a loud,  


Thud on the door.  


 

Dad said to my mother you open it  


They wont harm a woman. We looked 


Down from the top of the stairs

 

At my mother opening the door. 


 

We have children here, said mum 


You’ve got eight hours to get out 


 

Said the voice at the door, eight hours 


Or we burn you out.  


 

Mum wanted to tear the new wallpaper 

 

off the walls. Dad called us down 


to gather up what we need pjs, 


bedding etc. There came another 


thud on the door we froze to the spot 


then came a voice Its father such 


and such, why didn’t you answer 


the door you coward to my 


Mum said to dad who skulked away 


to answer the door. 

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