Saturday 16 October 2021

BAY 2-1. NORTH




                 Bitumen board



I look out to see 

two blackbirds peck tenderness

On a bed of feathers.



Wednesday 13 October 2021



     HELL-CARE



DAY 1.




Peter woke early with a high raging temperature, people are covid paranoia though I was hiding too. The paramedic

called done O.B.s.  Sepsis symptoms but

Never told me so, suggested I go to have a covid test. Put me in an ambulance by nice man, all good in the hood I hadn’t been out

in a year, bed-bound with blackout Curtains

as I'm allergic to sunlight can't go out in the taxi as I feel every bump on the road. 


Finding it so sore cant even lay down

into a new position, have Degenerate spinal disease like tobogganing through cobbled streets. Hibernating for a year from Covid

only seeing three people a day,

the same ones.


Ten minutes under a lovely sky. We are at our

Destination A & E, Wheeled me into hell care.

Like a being from Stephen king, novel air mattress was left door to be pumped so for a day I had to lay on a hard mattress, all day can only sit in the wheelchair for two hours my bedsores were raging burning my skin.


DAY 2


I called the nurse who said she would position me.I told her I was allergic to cavil on spray she said We have no creme just spray so applied spray to skin inflamed skin was on fire but feel disabled people having No voice, no rights. My skin puffed up like an Odema patient, for two days they left me

Took a day to get air mattress blew by this stage my wounds were raging sore touch. They put me on air mattress but the damage done, after two day they shipped me to 1.North, told them allergic to spray

All was well then head nurse used spray, burning my skin so much I asked to have washed off but it had absorbed the skin all I could do grin and bare it.


DAY 3


At long last my voice was being spoke humanity to nice Consultant. There's a cronyism on 1. North most are

Fine but I heard a girl on phone going starve me, on the phone his neck in. whispered down a telephone line They are like a racist redneck group.


DAY 4


Most were cool on 1. north you know who you are?


NEVER AGAIN SO GLAD TO HOME UNDER


               ROSION HOME CARE.

DAY 5

 

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