Thursday, 9 December 2021




PAINTED BEFORE STROKE



ALIEN

Moon landing on tv

British tanks on the street-

red blue green gold paint



blue beyond blue










 

 

A VIBRATION OF LIFE ( ALAN WATTS ) 

 

A boy creates his own east,

publishes it aged fifteen.

Through Christian dogmatics,  

Hindu mythology, Buddhist  

Psychology, zen practise being  

a Tao positive flow state wavering  

towards a centre. One man weaved  

like tapestry inhale exhalation in a back- 

words law giving to get. A poet of all  

these doctrines and more that add  

up to humanity. 

 

No one will ever touch that humanity  

who seen through the veil of religion  

to flow like water does flow, this man 

Won’t ever be rivalled spoken a true human  

being that should be a global force.

 

What more can one say, go with his flow. 



        MY FATHER FORGOT HOW TO CRY


 




SUNDAY MORNING


Belfast 1970, grey sky hung

mucus of tar, the scent of hatred

and spent shells residue.


A woman loved for a moment

by the enemy, cried like a gull

embedded in an oil slick, somewhere 

off the coastline of my heart.


The etched guilt of a one night stand

tied to the lampost. Some men 

passed wrenching Traitor, Slut, Cunt,

and greenhorns from their throats.


That slithered on the black tar

of her breasts, seeping into

the feathers of her heart.

Friday, 3 December 2021





painted before stroke
before I saw natural stone
repeat repetition


I brush the soiled tears
from your eyes and you wake-
glistening in mine


Stace could undertaker
create something like this?
my hands are cold









RAW


Black Friday, ashamed kill

Rittenhouse, school killing 

labinjo humanity. Why is

life so cheap?










Before my head hits

The pillow I mouth the man-

tra I- am ness



 Stephanie you live

                         in me, beauty is in-

                                                    eye of beholder

Monday, 29 November 2021


I need a ringpiece

To levitate me of 

the bed, do donut


 

Oh-Micron-

          ology, a watchmakers

      timepiece-countdown




Woe be gone, woe be 

tide, betide of woe 

begone inside.


Get off your high horse
of capitalism speak to
 me of humanity.



'finding yourself in a hole,at the bottom of a hole' in almost solitude, and discovering that only writing can save you.



 Poems, dreams, realities

      I wrote them before my feet

           hit the ground.





A SHADOW OF MY FORMER SELF


I’m going black into myself, I've been

On Gaia, Curiosity stream, Prime but

Nothing catches my mind's eye.

My long-term memory was wiped-

stroked out.




I am trying to remember something
that I cant see, I suffer from aphasia,
Aphantasia.I hope that you can make
me out, a shadow of my former self.

I have written this before but 

in a different vein. I’m like a junky

Chasing life that's beyond me

Shooting up to get down. Some-


times I remember being in a place

that I cant see, no hollo-gram.

There is no projection not even

a Mickey Mouse sketch.


Friday, 26 November 2021







denied suicide in the law court



blues cut through my heart 
I woke up this morning  
son of a gunrunner








 

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